September 26, 2023
For some, losing faith in God can be a difficult and emotional journey. It can be especially challenging when it happens during a time of great need, leaving one feeling lost and alone.
Losing faith can be an incredibly isolating experience. It can feel like you are the only one going through it, and that no one else can understand what you are going through. This feeling of loneliness can be compounded by the fact that many religious communities are not always welcoming to those who question or leave their faith. It can be difficult to find support and understanding from those around you, which can make the process of leaving even more painful.
In this post, I’ll share one woman’s personal essay about why she left God during a difficult time in her life and how she eventually found her way back.
For her, it wasn’t just one event that led to her decision to leave God. It started with small doubts and questions that she couldn’t shake off when a series of struggles piled up over time. She had lost her job, her relationship was falling apart, and she was dealing with health issues. She felt like she was drowning, and God wasn’t there to save her. She found herself questioning the very foundation of her faith and wondering if it was all just a comforting illusion. She began to question everything she had ever believed and eventually decided that God couldn’t possibly exist if He allowed her to suffer so much. The more she tried to push those thoughts away, the more they persisted, until she couldn’t ignore them any longer.
As she struggled with her doubts and the pain of losing her faith, she began to search for answers and guidance. She read books, talked to friends and family, and even sought out counseling. But nothing seemed to provide the clarity and comfort she was seeking. It was a lonely and confusing time, and she felt like she was adrift in a sea of uncertainty.
After years of feeling lost and disconnected from her faith, a turning point came when she hit rock bottom. She was struggling with depression, anxiety, and a sense of purposelessness. It was during this time that she realized she needed something greater than herself to hold onto. She began to explore different spiritual practices and eventually found her way back to the religion of her childhood. But this time, it was on her own terms and with a deeper understanding and appreciation for the teachings and values that had always been a part of her life.
During her time away from God, she felt lost and alone. She didn’t have anyone to turn to for guidance or support. It wasn’t until she found a community of people who accepted her for who she was, flaws and all, that she began to feel like she could find her way back to her faith. She found that having a supportive community can make all the difference when you’re going through a difficult time. She realized it’s important to find people who will listen without judgment and offer guidance and encouragement when you need it most. Seeking guidance from a trusted spiritual leader or counselor can also be helpful in navigating your faith journey.
Through her journey of leaving and returning to her faith, she learned valuable lessons about the importance of self-discovery, self-care, and the power of community. She learned the importance of surrounding yourself with supportive and understanding people who accept you for who you are. Her journey taught her that faith is a personal and evolving journey and that it’s never too late to find your way back to what brings you peace and purpose.
I’m Lori Stith, The Stoicess,
Your Christian Life Coach
AND I believe in YOU!
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